Has fantasies about the dead mother
Me and my mother we had a very special relationship. And it was not only an emotional relationship, it was also a physical one. It made me feel satisfied, I never wanted another body, only his. And this made me feel guilty and dependent until his death. I thought that after that she was not with me, I would have been able to overcome it. But no, now I have hallucinations with my deceased mother. Has a night for torturarmi, shows up and claims my body. She wants to succhiarmi and I can’t do nothing, I can’t fight a ghost. It seems so real I can even feel her smell, the taste of her vagina in my mouth.